enough love
everything goes to pieces
when you’re not around
i’ve lost all ability to think without you,
to decide without you
i wish the sun would just come back,
would glow through the leaves,
shine rays through her voice,
strong low sweet dark honey
i wish that i didn’t need you
to survive,
i feel too attached, too dependent
becoming that needy is very dangerous
she used to be my
cranberry pixie poet of the night,
the blacklight making my bracelets glow in
a plain world of fluorescent that gives me
headaches
i don’t want you to be the only person left
in my life, i don’t want to drive
everyone else away
she used to be just as important,
more important
now i’ve unintentionally sent her to the back seat,
made her the third wheel
i never meant to do that
i love her too much
you’ve become too much of my life
for comfort
i just hope there is enough
love to go around